First natural cycle after 4 BFN IUIs

It's hard to know what to feel after going through four unsuccessful IUIs. It's hard to find the motivation to write about it.
I thought for sure that one of these four medicated procedures would work.
I want for us to have a child so badly, it's hard to start thinking that their may be a real problem. I don't want to put that kind of negative energy out their, though. There isn't a problem, it's just taking longer for us for some reason.

I'll never give up. This is my first cycle after these medicated IUIs, and it's been all natural. I took an ovulation test this morning and got a smiley face!

Sooo.... here we go again! :)

Smiley faces are hopeful, we'll never give up!