The other night I had a dream that I had just given birth to a baby girl!
I didn't dream about the labor or birth- I had this strange feeling that I had forgotten it somehow, slept through it or something ... like it was just that easy! So I found myself just sitting there by the fireplace in my parent's living room holding my daughter. My mom was there with us too, sitting on the love seat in front of the window. She was smiling peacefully, radiating love. Her body seemed to have a soft and glowy aura around it. Beautiful and natural. She told me that even though I didn't remember the birth of my daughter, it was alright because she was there guiding me, helping me. She said that the birth was perfect and easy. She was so happy, smiling and sweet. An angel. I didn't feel surprised to see her, I felt comfortable and calm, everything was normal, everything was the way it should be.I felt content, that all was right. This is the way that I am used to feeling with her. I felt incredibly calm. Happy.
This is the first time that I've dreamt of my mother since her death seven months ago.
(The first time that I can remember, anyway)
It was wonderful.
Before my mom passed away, she asked all of us what we wanted as signs that she was still with us.
I told her that I needed her to be with me while I was giving birth to my children.
She said that she would, of course she would.
I woke up suddenly, it was about 4 am. I was so hot, I had to flip off all of the blankets. I tossed and turned for a little while before falling back asleep (Before I had to wake up to get ready for work at 5:30!!)
I'm so happy that mom was in my dreams!
This is a great sign!
:)
Aww, it IS a great sign! So glad you were able to be w/ your mom for that brief moment. You are so positive and inspiring -- really made my day to read your posts. (I'm going in for an HSG tomorrow, and I've been anxious and worried all day.) So, thank you! =)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, sweetdaisey! It's so nice to get such positive feedback! (And so fun to have a follower too!!) :)
ReplyDeleteI hope that your HSG went perfectly today!
The HSG went well...although it was super uncomfortable for me. More bloodwork to be done at the end of the month.
ReplyDeleteSending you good thoughts for 2/26. =)
Have a wonderful weekend!
I'm happy that it went well! Keep me posted! Thank you for the good thoughts~ I'm sending them to you also!! :)
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